I need help...but who to turn to?
so.. here we are again at the chinese new yr for 2005. 2 yrs in a row already.. and I'm coming into this festive period with a big fuckhole in the family. Since sept.. till now.. yeah. Both parents still can't get along. What am I supposed to do? For god knows what fking misunderstanding or shit event triggered this..it's been more than half a year and things could only get worse. Neither side wants to give in..thinking of their fking "face" before this family. God damn it. Why do adults act like fking dimwitted children?!
Look, if they couldn't handle a family. Then why in the fking place start it???? I'm sick and tired of this. Maybe it was my fault for being an unfilial son who can't study for nuts nor bring happiness. Whatever. I want to go out. I want to leave this goddamn family. I don't wish to return...not gonna tolerate another screwed up CNY having to decide between which damn places to go or which relatives to visit. Fuck the Reunion dinner. Damn it. It's just as bad as a fking divorce. I'm so damn sick of it... coming back each week only to see the 2 of em living their lives seperately except under a stupid roof which sees no blessing from my beloved God, eh!
Best of all.. who can help? Friends? Pfft. THEIR friends? Even worse.. there's no bloody fking trust between them. The marriage is in a crisis... the fking family is breaking down. Whee. Think I'm just gonna leave house tonight. Fuck the run tomorrow. I hope my PC will understand. Won't bloody return till something is done.
Two..THREE can play the game. Let's all act like fking retarded kids.
Look, if they couldn't handle a family. Then why in the fking place start it???? I'm sick and tired of this. Maybe it was my fault for being an unfilial son who can't study for nuts nor bring happiness. Whatever. I want to go out. I want to leave this goddamn family. I don't wish to return...not gonna tolerate another screwed up CNY having to decide between which damn places to go or which relatives to visit. Fuck the Reunion dinner. Damn it. It's just as bad as a fking divorce. I'm so damn sick of it... coming back each week only to see the 2 of em living their lives seperately except under a stupid roof which sees no blessing from my beloved God, eh!
Best of all.. who can help? Friends? Pfft. THEIR friends? Even worse.. there's no bloody fking trust between them. The marriage is in a crisis... the fking family is breaking down. Whee. Think I'm just gonna leave house tonight. Fuck the run tomorrow. I hope my PC will understand. Won't bloody return till something is done.
Two..THREE can play the game. Let's all act like fking retarded kids.
take care
Posted by
yingzz |
4:45 PM