buried alive.: July 2005

Monday, July 25, 2005

Bday in camp

...friends.

Seems that all things will come to an end. Friendships too. Just last week on my bday, I received an sms from my jc classmate asking me if I was willing to pay $15 (on my bday) for another ex-classmate's birthday present. Oddly enough, just last friday, I was told last minute they were gonna celebrate for her after the NDP rehearsal on Saturday. And I being on duty, couldn't make it. That's alright, until yesterday, some baffoon had the cheek to msg me to pay $15 for the present. Like wth? Besides, that girl we're celebrating for, doesn't even come out during the occasional outings that we have. Haven't seen her since I left JC (tho she's quite a looker). Sometimes I wonder if my jc friends are worth keeping in touch with. Of course, I'm more or less out of the clique already, and they don't usually ask me out often. Not that I mind, since I've much closer friends, but I've been considering to once and for all just not bother with em anymore. =
Speaking of my close friends, there is a certain trend. Every 2 years, someone will drift away. ShiYuan, in upp. sec, Yunxiong, in JC, and recently during NS, Nigel. Yuan hwa's gonna follow suit too, since he should be heading over to Monash next Feb. Always hoped that during one december holidays, or sometime in the christmasy mood, we could all drive and meet in town or someone's house for some overnight get together. Better yet, with our girlfriends too (winks). But I doubt it'll happen.

mm, eating a one week old cake atm. I wonder if I'll get diarrhoea again. Then can take mc. :D Sian of padang. Preview, a highly probably CR6 and the actual show to go! woots. Then I can get my saturdays free again.

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Friday, July 22, 2005

waah! another 12 hrs

doh. dead bored in camp. everyone has booked out 5 hrs ago already and I have nothing to do. :( not that I am complaining, but i just hate being alone.. blah blah. Oh well, stupid army duties that one have to do. Just no idea why am I getting 2 this month! Blardee CSM must've marked me. Hope it's fairer next month.

Lonely... I'm Mr Lonely..
I've nobody.. to call my owwwwwn~

So..thursday I went to TTSH for physio. And I discovered that I've 'twisted' feet. Meaning that my feet could either be Arched or Flat. Resulting in not having a proper way to land my feet each time I walk, run or jump. The doc was kinda suprised as having such a condition wouldn't make me PES B to begin with (which means I shdn't be having such a siong life chiong sua-ing), but he didn't even take the slightest hint that I just want to be excused off my 2nd yr's SOC. PFft.

All those bloggers in the newspapers these days.. so much attention given to them, and the xiaxue whore is actually making money off this free publicity stint. Wow. I'm glad her blog got hacked. Pompous bitch flaming anyone she doesn't like. _|_ to you, 'princess of blogspot'. The only crap she does is to get her awful face with 2mm thick of make up printed all over Maxim. Thanks for ruining our 2nd local men's magazine. See no point buying it anymore, just to see that slut posing with this chubby a-hole who wears a headband whereever he goes.
Sick of seeing her name appear in the "digital life" week in week out too. bah!

*yawnz*

Back to my slumber.. nothing much you can do. DO doesn't seem happy with me using the computer too. zz

Can't wait to be free again, probably tomorrow night after the NDP stuff. I so wanna go out =\

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Monday, July 18, 2005

Closest I can get to a bday cake.. A bday candle :D

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The Padang @ night.. damn area which I go to 3 times in 3 days

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Blurred image of Raffles Link and half of the durian

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Officially in my 20th year..

Had a real nice bday this year... celebrated it similarly to last yr's. Same place, same day.. different person tho. :D Love the view from upther, but was rather disappointed as my camera can't take night photography w/out a tripod. Despite the hefty sum for dinner, I feel that it was rather worth it (except for $16 for coffee that neither of us really enjoyed). What's better was having a chance to catch Kt dressing up like a lady. Lol.

Alrighty, a year older, a year wiser.. I hope I'll make better decisions now, and stand by whatever consequences.

COS duty this friday...again. Twice in 2 weeks, followed by Padang duty on Saturday. Gonna be a looong week. Thankfully Ive a breather mid week due to my physiotheraphy. 159 days to Christmas and barely over 300 days to ORD. Pfft.

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Monday, July 11, 2005

4 days to my birthday!

Righty.. has been a long time since I blogged. Busy with NDP and all that. Dread Saturdays now :( A 16 hr sentry/office duty @ Padang. Blah.

30th June. Memorable day. Gotta go out with Kt to Suntec during my nightsoff. Almost 1½ years already since I went out with her alone. Amazing, just like what she had said before.. we'll always remain friends. And friends being people who no matter how long apart, are able to pick up straight away from where they left. She told me.. that the reason she left w/out a word was because she didn't want me to be too dependant on her (which was what Yieng told me). Didn't quite understand till she elaborated.. that if one day, either one of us.. or just her (realistically).. gets attached, how would the other person feel, knowing that (screw it, shall just type this thru a 1st person perspective) I have to keep distance away from her, and not be as close as before. And judging by how I relied on her as a listening ear and a source of encouragement in life, it's kinda true. Anyway, I had a rather enjoyable night, even tho the movie wasn't really fantastic. She assured once more, than in any case, we can't go into a relationship. Gotta live with that. :)

2 duties this month. One's tomorrow :( Bah. Then NE show 2 on sat. Crazy students who flood to toilets.. unreasonable officers from other units.. stubborn civilians from all over. Crowd control and security can get quite annoying and tiring.

Bday this Friday. Still no idea on how to celebrate. Maybe just eat pizza in camp. doubt my niao staff will let me out on half day. =\

Less words and more picture for today's entry.

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