Oh well. That's fast. My 1 month stay out honeymoon is over. Hai.. it's back to stay in now as soon as I am done with this post. Learnt how to drive at least. Must go take my CV license soon.. maybe can start dating girls.. (since I don't have much other qualities)
Jit got his WoW. Yh is still engrossed in it. I cancelled mine. Weird. Aiyah.. I really dunno what to look foward to now. Straight bordem and 'boliao-ness' in 30 SCE again.
heh.. as the title says.. I've cancelled my WoW account, maybe I'm bored as Yuan Hwa seems overengrossed in the game that he forgot why he asked me to join him, maybe the game isn't suited for me as I can't see something that is worth achieving.. or maybe for once in 4 yrs, it's time for me to put an end to Mmorpgs and get on with a game called "real life". -shrug-
Honestly, for my own good, I hope the reason is the last. DAoC killed my A lvls.. and I shouldn't come back during weekends for the rest of my NS life glued to my PC. I need a life. I need my friends. I need to keep in touch with what's happening outside the camp once I'm back to stay in (next week :( Driving course is over tomorrow).
Playing some old songs now.. it's nice to know how such songs bring you back thru time.. allows you to recall the memories of yesterday.. happy ones.. stuffs that put a smile to your face. I wish to relieve those days again. Sigh, same ol' me.
ah well, signing off. Last day of Jeep course tomorrow. I hope it ends early.
So fast.. one month + has passed since I started to stay out from 23rd Dec. :( Gonna go back to Jurong camp soon.. my holidays are over. *Sigh* I hope to be able to take like a couple of long weekends off or maybe 1 whole week off in April or May. Kinda think that I need something to look forward too.. else damn sian... rest of the next 1yr stay in camp everyday. Bah.. plus the new guai lan specs.
Just came back from Jit's ..er 2LT Jit's commisioning parade. Wah. Grand.. Good for them, their torturous 10+ months training is finally over. Haha. Felt real happy for Jit too when he threw his silly hat in the air. Proud to have a SoM friend :) Too bad he's going to Guards to be BSO... could have come to my unit to 'protect' me. =
Oh well. The 8th yr of our friendship has began... with Nigel leaving the circle due to his girlfriend commitments.. or his sexual desires? -shrug- And Yuan Hwa being drawn away by computer games each weekend.. I wonder how this yr would end. So far only Jit, Quek (His gf too, suprisingly) and Me could go out with each other readily almost every week. Time would tell.. I hope for the best in this grp of friends..my only group of friends.
Driving re-test tomorrow.. hope I don't kena saboed.. and pass that damn thing once and for all.. maybe get an off day on Friday too. Go Sentosa with the rest of the platoon to bio char boh. haha... -.-
no idea why I have been having bad headaches recently.. Maybe it's the stress due to the damn jeep course.. or too much gaming, too little sleeping.. or too much reading (stories) till I go bonk in camp.
Urgh! I hope this agony ends soon. 3 out of 4 tests are over.. Parking, Highway Code, HSP (Advance theory) .. and I'm left with the largest obstacle.. the driving test itself next Tuesday. Argh! I wanna pass it.. then again, it goes to show that my stay-out days are running short. *Sigh* I dun wanna stay in again.. imagine.. for the rest of the damn year. I think I'm gonna take a break in March or April.. say a week off, maybe go abroad for a short while -shrug-
Been reading a book recommened by Jit as I have too much free tim between lessons/driving each day.. Vernon God Little. Heh. About this misunderstood poor boy who had to flee from the law as ihe was accused for being responsible in a high school shootout when it was actually his only friend who did it. Nice story.. lotsa angst and bastarding going on. Reading an old book.. one part of the Discworld Novels. Heh. Played the game when I was pri 4.. and now I am reading the book. What lag.
Bah, lost of things to blog now. Funny how I seem to have so much to write when I'm outside and when I'm in front of my com, my head just goes blank. Pft.
Alright.. so the new year is here.. Christmas is over.. Went into 2005 w/out a bang. =\ Maybe coz I've nothing much to look forward to.. another 1.5 yrs in the army. pfft. Here's a few resolutions I've made, without much intention to achieve tho.. haha. Listing them for the heck of it.
- To try to be neater (Seems to be the standard one celebrities say during interviews)
- To learn the guitar (Probably the one I'm most determine to do)
- To make some money.. playing stocks? Forex? bah, maybe I'll have better luck @ Toto. *Keeps fingers crossed*
- To get around and know more girls (Least likely to happen)
- To visit my grandparents more often.
Hai.. Met my paternal grand ma during Xmas day. It was really a sad sight. She can't walk properly..she's partially blind.. fell down twice at home and there was no one to help her. Sigh. She cried when she spoke to me, and I found it so hard to put my thoughts in words as I my Teochew sucks now. I'm growing older..having more freedom and fun with my friends now, little did I realise my elders are aging rapidly too. Their time is coming.. and I really want to do my part as their grandson for their remaining years..
So it' s back to driving for me.. and the constant fucking from the driving instructors.. Can get real stressful sometimes. Quite surpsinging actually... I come home real tired each day. Not sure if it is my mental endurance put to the test, or am I sleeping too little lately due to World of warcraft. hmm.
