The longest week yet..
..and so it's finally over. Crazy week it has been. It seemed so long, starting with a Sunday COS in which 1 day felt like 2 to 3 days due to the excesss bordem I felt. Slept a few winks and got awaken by the telephone by those who reported sick. Apart from that, I was just as good as being confined to the office doing nothing. Pfft.
By midweek, I felt that it shoudl've already been a Friday. But no, I had range the following 2 days.. in which most time was spent waiting and doing nothing. Just kept counting the hours to book out. Had a horrible range, feel so ashamed of my marksman badge. I let my detail down shooting only a 7 or 8 out of 15 during the day shoot.. to think I chalkled 13/16 last time. Least I made up by hardly missing during the night. Oh well, no marksman this year, I hope I won't have to remove my badge. :(
Reported sick on Saturday as I really wanted a break. To my suprise, the alternate diarrhoea/constipation that I had for almost a month now seems quite serious. The doc suspected that there may be parasite in my stomach or something like that, and wants a sample of my stool. Urk, I don't wanna go digging my own shit. =\ Anyway, hopefully it's the water at Jurong camp, maybe I will get to stay out due to the fucked up living conditions in the camp. ;p
Attended 2 more driving lessons. So far so good, not much of a problem. Thank you Tan Kok Sai for teaching me to drive a jeep. heh, I hope I can clear this cv license in 3 months time or so. =
Also, played a half a day..or rather night of pool with Jit and a couple of others. This friend of Jit, some cassanova has a new girlfriend. How cool, the way he changes gf so easily.. with the excuse being afraid of loneliness =\ I wonder how these guys do it, it seems so easy to get attached.. blah. Must be the looks.
1 extra day rest tomorrow. I'm supposed to be happy eh. Somehow I am not tho, feel damn sian. Of course, camp is boring too. I'd love to be on a holiday now.. bagpacking around Europe, staying in cheap hotels, living life the way an adventurous teenager would.
Sigh, I don't even know what I want to.. or rather can do now. My life seems so empty, no aim, no mood to do anything. The road to freedom is still long and filled with obsurities. I can't see the path that I am taking, thanks to this crazy organisation love doing things last minute. It's almost impossible to tell whether the upcoming month would be a decent one. Please... April as been bad, I hope May changes for the better.
By midweek, I felt that it shoudl've already been a Friday. But no, I had range the following 2 days.. in which most time was spent waiting and doing nothing. Just kept counting the hours to book out. Had a horrible range, feel so ashamed of my marksman badge. I let my detail down shooting only a 7 or 8 out of 15 during the day shoot.. to think I chalkled 13/16 last time. Least I made up by hardly missing during the night. Oh well, no marksman this year, I hope I won't have to remove my badge. :(
Reported sick on Saturday as I really wanted a break. To my suprise, the alternate diarrhoea/constipation that I had for almost a month now seems quite serious. The doc suspected that there may be parasite in my stomach or something like that, and wants a sample of my stool. Urk, I don't wanna go digging my own shit. =\ Anyway, hopefully it's the water at Jurong camp, maybe I will get to stay out due to the fucked up living conditions in the camp. ;p
Attended 2 more driving lessons. So far so good, not much of a problem. Thank you Tan Kok Sai for teaching me to drive a jeep. heh, I hope I can clear this cv license in 3 months time or so. =
Also, played a half a day..or rather night of pool with Jit and a couple of others. This friend of Jit, some cassanova has a new girlfriend. How cool, the way he changes gf so easily.. with the excuse being afraid of loneliness =\ I wonder how these guys do it, it seems so easy to get attached.. blah. Must be the looks.
1 extra day rest tomorrow. I'm supposed to be happy eh. Somehow I am not tho, feel damn sian. Of course, camp is boring too. I'd love to be on a holiday now.. bagpacking around Europe, staying in cheap hotels, living life the way an adventurous teenager would.
Sigh, I don't even know what I want to.. or rather can do now. My life seems so empty, no aim, no mood to do anything. The road to freedom is still long and filled with obsurities. I can't see the path that I am taking, thanks to this crazy organisation love doing things last minute. It's almost impossible to tell whether the upcoming month would be a decent one. Please... April as been bad, I hope May changes for the better.