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Thursday, August 18, 2005 

Unbelievable... strike 4!

Once again the SAF doesn't seem to suprise me. So Thursday and Friday are off, as instructed by my S2. (before he left for delta on monday :( ) And so we'd arranged to go out on Friday. And Yuan Hwa and Jit are on off on Thursday.. so we could all go out too. Who else but none other that the bastardy CSM had to strike again once NDP was over. Apart from throwing another COS duty to me.. mind you, I've done TWO last month while others have only ONE both months.. on the 29th. Due to my medical appointment, I've no choice but to request I change my dates. If giving me an extra duty for no reason isn't bad enough, he had to unreasonably force me to take Thursday's COS... and threatened that any further changes will result in 7 extras. Typical asshole CSM. One who just flares up, pick on men, and never listen to reasoning. Such 'hokkien peng' always believe that so long they have the authority, they're right. (Just see how they cower in fear when they see officers. fucker) Thanks to these people, some other country could just attack us when he's in a foul mood, and the battalion would just implode on its own cause the crazy CSM would be too busy 'fking' his COS or someone else than to be concerned about the imminent danger.

Total bullshit man. I just feel so fking victimized by this son of a bitch. Which toe of his did I step on? Is he picking on me or just pure coincidence? I mean hey.. if I'm gonna do TWO duties a month for 3 consecutive months, and there are others who only do one.. so over a period of 3 months, wouldn't it be the same if I said I signed 3 extras for no damn reason? Bastiage. Told my dad about this. He wasn't too happy, but he still gave me a talking to, saying that I should be more tolerant. He'll be gone soon, either that, or I'll be going.. sooner or later. He says this service, no matter how bad, isn't a job. And if I am gonna be spoilt now, how am I supposed to cope in the workforce where I just can't quit a job due to oppression.

Maybe he's right. I know I hate the damn CSM and everyday I hope that he disappears. Maybe I'm spoilt too. Yes I've seen much in the army, but I am not able to tolerate such unfairness when I'm on the receiving end.. not for long at least. Jit's been able to tolerate his crazy CO too, and his weekends constantly being in jeopardy. My concerns would just be peanuts to him. Anyway, 9 months later, as my dad suggested too, I should write a letter up to the perm sec of def. mentioning this fking CSM and how his damn attitude and 'professionalism' affected not only me, but fellow NSFs. A letter to literally 'fuck him up and make him think twice' and 'shrink his damn balls and have him worry about his career'.

Oh well, at the end of all this, it's still a COS tomorrow. I guess I'll just grit my teeth and bear in mind "he who laugh first, laugh last". One day... I'll jolly well get my revenge on that poor sod and have him pissing in his pants worrying about how's his daugther gonna pay her sch bills. Bitch.