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Monday, February 20, 2006 

..farewell, Yh. Hello Mr Sentimental and Mr Nolstalgic

Yh took flight around 24 hrs ago at Changi and the same buncha us were there to bid him farewell. 24 hrs after, and I feel quite empty, as if something is missing despite having a usual Sunday which I stayed at home. It was only a week ago when we're all sitting together having a lengthy chatting session, and now one of our 'brothers' is gone. I think Yh's long term departure to Melbourne's is the closest thing I've lost so far since the death of my grandmother back in 99.

Sounds as if I'm mourning for him eh. Lol. He's already settled into his new 'home' in Melbourne anyway, and there's internet access so we could all still keep in contact. But I still wonder if our friendship can still be maintained if we're only gonna see each other once in 10 months. Could we pick up where we left off 5 years from now? And that's assuming he returns to Singapore.

Emotions setting in again. It took me almost a year to get over with missing secondary school. I wonder how long it's gonna take this time. To me, being apart from such a close friend is almost like having a family member taken away. -shrug- I'm gonna miss a lot... so many things we've done over the years. The late-night gaming sessions.. the aimless walking around town.. the stupid jokes shared.. the cycling trips.. the badminton sessions.. the endless complaints about the SAF.. the TCSS sessions at cafes.. yada yada. Of which none could be repeated.

*sigh* Anyway, life goes on.. these emotions are temporary.. it's just the passing that is hard to get over with. I ought to be glad that our paths crossed... or rather met and merged side-by-side for 9 long years before it split. At least I still have another 4 'paths' going along with me for now. I wonder how long it'll last. I may even be the one pulling out next to further my studies. Screw this island anyway. Singapore doesn't seem big enough for our dreams. Overpopulated, overcompetitive and too few opportunities. Guess that's why no one really have 'childhood friends' these days.. no friendship could remain strong and last forever.

-Ryzier has left the game.

*Salute* my brother. Till we meet again.

Hey..Don't be sad...

I'll come back this year anyway. Heck, maybe I'll come back with ANOTHER person. LOL!

Of course, that's just wishful thinking on my part.

Ter I don't like this post.. It makes me feel very VERY sad..


Yh you better come back with another person man!! I miss you alot bro!

...hai...
Just ...hai...

It really is a very sad post... Terry don't feel that way you're gonna infect me with your melancholy too.

I hope Yuan Hwa comes back every year for a get together and talk cock. Would be great if there was another person to know too if you get what i mean...

Intro each other's other half to us would be fun. That includes you too Terry.

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