SOCE? Urgh
Hai. Off I go to SOCE this coming Wednesday. I've heard many terrible things about it.. in the Recce Training Wing. 8 weeks sia. I hope things go well.
Went for an MRI scan for my left knee yesterday. Cost the SAF $700+ sia. Quite cool, they placed me in this noisy chamber and I had to lie there for 50 mins! -.- I may be downgraded due to my knee.. tho it's irritating and gives way frequently, but I am not sure if it is very serious. The doctor asked if I wanted to downgrade.. quite in a mix of things. Some parts of me saying I wish to, serve 6 months less, maybe 8 to 5. But it's all a gamble.. besides life in S2 is great. My Captain's a nice man too. urghz. Decisions.
Heard this conversation from a movie today.. it goes somewhat like this..
"Is there a cure for missing someone dearly?"
"Yes, that's to actually see that person"
"What if you don't get to anymore?"
"Then time will take its course, and the longing of wanting to see that person will fade away into memories"
I wonder if I'll allow all the times spent with her fade away into memories... Sigh. Maybe the saying is true, nothing lasts forever. I guess the only thing that may be forever will be rememberence of her.
hai. Why is it always I rush to blog just before going back to camp? =/ I always have so much to say when I day dream thru out the week yet when I come home, my priority goes to the game instead of this blog. Blah.
Back to camp now.. spent the past 4 nights at home. Kinda like a little honeymoon before my course.. but my Sunday's been burnt thanks to the stupid CSM signing me up for guard duty. Oh well.. Suck thumb, leaving 30 SCE with a guard duty. whee.
Went for an MRI scan for my left knee yesterday. Cost the SAF $700+ sia. Quite cool, they placed me in this noisy chamber and I had to lie there for 50 mins! -.- I may be downgraded due to my knee.. tho it's irritating and gives way frequently, but I am not sure if it is very serious. The doctor asked if I wanted to downgrade.. quite in a mix of things. Some parts of me saying I wish to, serve 6 months less, maybe 8 to 5. But it's all a gamble.. besides life in S2 is great. My Captain's a nice man too. urghz. Decisions.
Heard this conversation from a movie today.. it goes somewhat like this..
"Is there a cure for missing someone dearly?"
"Yes, that's to actually see that person"
"What if you don't get to anymore?"
"Then time will take its course, and the longing of wanting to see that person will fade away into memories"
I wonder if I'll allow all the times spent with her fade away into memories... Sigh. Maybe the saying is true, nothing lasts forever. I guess the only thing that may be forever will be rememberence of her.
hai. Why is it always I rush to blog just before going back to camp? =/ I always have so much to say when I day dream thru out the week yet when I come home, my priority goes to the game instead of this blog. Blah.
Back to camp now.. spent the past 4 nights at home. Kinda like a little honeymoon before my course.. but my Sunday's been burnt thanks to the stupid CSM signing me up for guard duty. Oh well.. Suck thumb, leaving 30 SCE with a guard duty. whee.
