I give up! Books win! Terry loses!
Sigh! I am really not cut out for academics la! I give up, really. About 14 hrs away from my 1st examination paper. And I'm feeling more pressure than A lvls, O lvls and fking PSLE added up together.
I dunno, I really can't afford to screw this one up as time isn't on my side. Yet, my preparations prior to the marketing paper tomorrow is pathetic!I wonder if I have really put in the effort. Did play some games, but that's when my head was on the verge of an information overload! Fed up ah! I've stayed at home for the past 4 days, and over the past week, the only place I've gone to is my old house.
Progress started slow (I thought I had time) and gradually became slower. I can't seem to revise or even study a new chapter (since the whole fking text book seems new to me, Thank you Monash College lecturers) without forgetting another. I'd really need for "format c:/brain" and "install c:/brain/marketing" :(
Maybe I should have been selective about studying. Study smart, they say. Then again, till now, the syllabus for my exam later is still not clearly defined. Be selective, and you may miss out too much. Study all and you forget too much. What a trade off.
600 pages. 6 days. I've invested so much time in this that I've neglected my other modules - Accounting, Management and Economics. I'm really gonna need a miracle to pull through this one man!
Monash in June/July 2007? Doesn't seem to be happening now. Sigh. I wonder how my classmates are REALLY doing. Some seem to be taking it lightly, others seem to know their work despite studying less. Stress due to my own expectations, stressed that I am not getting younger, stressed about classmates, stressed about Kong Jiao Wei out doing me (which seems very probable now), stressed on what happens if I fail and be forced to retake.
AaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrGGGgHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
I dunno, I really can't afford to screw this one up as time isn't on my side. Yet, my preparations prior to the marketing paper tomorrow is pathetic!I wonder if I have really put in the effort. Did play some games, but that's when my head was on the verge of an information overload! Fed up ah! I've stayed at home for the past 4 days, and over the past week, the only place I've gone to is my old house.
Progress started slow (I thought I had time) and gradually became slower. I can't seem to revise or even study a new chapter (since the whole fking text book seems new to me, Thank you Monash College lecturers) without forgetting another. I'd really need for "format c:/brain" and "install c:/brain/marketing" :(
Maybe I should have been selective about studying. Study smart, they say. Then again, till now, the syllabus for my exam later is still not clearly defined. Be selective, and you may miss out too much. Study all and you forget too much. What a trade off.
600 pages. 6 days. I've invested so much time in this that I've neglected my other modules - Accounting, Management and Economics. I'm really gonna need a miracle to pull through this one man!
Monash in June/July 2007? Doesn't seem to be happening now. Sigh. I wonder how my classmates are REALLY doing. Some seem to be taking it lightly, others seem to know their work despite studying less. Stress due to my own expectations, stressed that I am not getting younger, stressed about classmates, stressed about Kong Jiao Wei out doing me (which seems very probable now), stressed on what happens if I fail and be forced to retake.
AaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrGGGgHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
