4 days to my birthday!
Righty.. has been a long time since I blogged. Busy with NDP and all that. Dread Saturdays now :( A 16 hr sentry/office duty @ Padang. Blah.
30th June. Memorable day. Gotta go out with Kt to Suntec during my nightsoff. Almost 1½ years already since I went out with her alone. Amazing, just like what she had said before.. we'll always remain friends. And friends being people who no matter how long apart, are able to pick up straight away from where they left. She told me.. that the reason she left w/out a word was because she didn't want me to be too dependant on her (which was what Yieng told me). Didn't quite understand till she elaborated.. that if one day, either one of us.. or just her (realistically).. gets attached, how would the other person feel, knowing that (screw it, shall just type this thru a 1st person perspective) I have to keep distance away from her, and not be as close as before. And judging by how I relied on her as a listening ear and a source of encouragement in life, it's kinda true. Anyway, I had a rather enjoyable night, even tho the movie wasn't really fantastic. She assured once more, than in any case, we can't go into a relationship. Gotta live with that. :)
2 duties this month. One's tomorrow :( Bah. Then NE show 2 on sat. Crazy students who flood to toilets.. unreasonable officers from other units.. stubborn civilians from all over. Crowd control and security can get quite annoying and tiring.
Bday this Friday. Still no idea on how to celebrate. Maybe just eat pizza in camp. doubt my niao staff will let me out on half day. =\
Less words and more picture for today's entry.
30th June. Memorable day. Gotta go out with Kt to Suntec during my nightsoff. Almost 1½ years already since I went out with her alone. Amazing, just like what she had said before.. we'll always remain friends. And friends being people who no matter how long apart, are able to pick up straight away from where they left. She told me.. that the reason she left w/out a word was because she didn't want me to be too dependant on her (which was what Yieng told me). Didn't quite understand till she elaborated.. that if one day, either one of us.. or just her (realistically).. gets attached, how would the other person feel, knowing that (screw it, shall just type this thru a 1st person perspective) I have to keep distance away from her, and not be as close as before. And judging by how I relied on her as a listening ear and a source of encouragement in life, it's kinda true. Anyway, I had a rather enjoyable night, even tho the movie wasn't really fantastic. She assured once more, than in any case, we can't go into a relationship. Gotta live with that. :)
2 duties this month. One's tomorrow :( Bah. Then NE show 2 on sat. Crazy students who flood to toilets.. unreasonable officers from other units.. stubborn civilians from all over. Crowd control and security can get quite annoying and tiring.
Bday this Friday. Still no idea on how to celebrate. Maybe just eat pizza in camp. doubt my niao staff will let me out on half day. =\
Less words and more picture for today's entry.
wah liao nv jio me! haha =p glad tt u all are now on toking terms =)
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yingzz |
6:21 PM