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Saturday, September 30, 2006 

I've got a goal! (I think)

Exam stress still lingering. 3 papers over, 1 more to go. And I am keeping my fingers crossed about passing them, let alone score a 65%. I should be spending this precious time cramming management theories into my head but I ain't. :(

Began questioning myself during lunch.. "even if" I pass my exams, what if I don't get a 65%? Then I can't enter Clayton/Caulfield which offer the better degrees. And next "even if" I achieve a 65%, "what if" these 8 modules which I have taken in TMC (Seriously one of the worse place you can be educated) are taken into consideration of my GPA, how will it affect me if I want to take an Honours of Masters program?

arrghs. Did some surfing and I found this :

Applicants must have completed successfully a bachelor degree, with a major in accounting and/or finance offered by the Faculty of Business and Economics or an equivalent qualification from another university; and have achieved an average equivalent to at least 70% in relevant second and third year units.

I guess this is where I hope to be sometime in my life. Now I wonder if I have the determination to work towards that. *sigh* Cigs and stress, I wonder how much of my life do I have to enjoy when I become successful, that is 'if' it happens.

Suddenly the desire of having a girlfriend and the issue of loneliness has become the least of concerns. Monash? Masters? ACCA? LSE? Sigh, what can I do to make it happen?